"It's the Final countdown...."

So, ( I have accepted fully the fact that most of my blogs will now begin with this utterly fascinating 2 letter word...)
Moving on, I have my LG test for the Y job this weekend... hopefully Friday evening... That way I can fail and get it over with... KIDDING. I am still trying to pick myself up off the floor from the whole accomplishing the 10 laps or 170 yards of the breaststroke the other day. I am happy and scared to death all at the same time to get this little yet LARGE thing in my life over wand done and hopefully pass and not suffer the embarrassment of my 29th year by failing miserably. I haven't blogged in a while and Joe happened to email me today about it.

To address some things... Jack doesn't have pink eye thank goodness and to our utter surprise and complete enjoyment he is pretty much potty training himself and we are in HEAVEN... I am seriously hoping I saved the diaper receipt that I just bought the pack with but if not we will hand them down to LJ.

Luke is well also, he's onto solid foods and still happy as ever. He's so smiley and sweet in the morning and his eyes remain forever blue and beautiful.

Jack is still hilarious and sooo sweet. My new favorite things include coming at a full run to myself or Joe when we greet him from being at work all day as well as these long kisses where he holds the back of our necks and kisses us for long periods of time. Lastly he has been asking to "snuggle" with us at night and as Joe and I discussed last night we are going to let him snuggle as much as we can because we don't know when these chances will fade.

Silly as it sounds I'm driving myself crazy trying to think of where this stupid remote is for our old sleep number bed that my IL's are now using. I hate that I cannot locate it and am feeling like we need to CLEAN out the CRAP and purge the un-needed stuffs to just have everything and I mean EVERYTHING have a place and a home. I know that goal is lofty and I need to let it go (shocker there... a reoccurring theme in my life) but I do. Maybe it's me mounting frustration with crap happening in my family... maybe I need to focus more on the good and less on the ick. either way their are ups and downs and at least I have my health as does our little family. . The goal for this week is to pass the test and I'm hopeful that will be the case... although I haven't been getting a ton of sleep and not been feeling well. No Excuses... Must pass it... Stay tuned.

~AC